so hey guys, i know i haven't been online for while now, i'm so sorry.
well...as hard for me to write this to all of you, I'm making this as a forum so that all of you can read it. the title say it all, it's some new i get from joey. Some of you may know him well, some of you don't but for the past year he's been through a lot. We all know joey left this wiki a few months ago, and hell it's been so quiet without him. I won't say anything much, but the last time he spoke to me was August 6, and he never answer any of my message anymore..until today, someone message me on twitter saying "Joey asked me to give you this" it is basically a message for me, for all of us. By the time his writing this, i don't really know what's happening to him but I surely wish him the best of luck. He want me to say a few things to some of you, and i know he'll do everything to say this by himself,
To Shan, Tim, and Nina..
"..I'll really miss them and that I love them."
To Tyler..
"I'm sorry that i never say goodbye to him, but i want to know him too that I'll really miss him and that i love him, and i actually want them all to know that"
To Jess..
"..our goodbye message on tumblr made me laugh and i want to thank her for that"
To Nasia..
"I hope nasia read my goodbye message because i wrote down a few things that i really wanted her to know"
To Delilah..
"I'm sorry that our goodbye was so short, but i'm glad for all the thing she said, that I'm sorry i didn't do what she had faith in me to do and that i really love her too"
(this is all by joey's word) He also says that "I'm sorry i wasnt as strong as most people thought i was, their believe in me is magnificent and I'm ashamed i had to dissapoint them, but i hope they'll forgive me for it." He also want me to say thank you to some of you in his name for always staying by his side and being there when he needed all of you; Tim, Delilah, Shan. "All of you are truly an amazing person, I love all of you like sister or brother that i never had and it sucks that it ends here."
He love all of you, and i know all of you love him too, and no one here is dissapoint at him because i know we just want what's best for him. All i know that he is transferred to Hospice, and although it's really hard for me to say this but he's working on his funeral as well, but now he's not afraid anymore and he don't have anymore pain. He made me cried, He made me mad, He made laughed, and He made me smile, i don't know what will happen to him but i know that he's in better place, and I'll always remember him.
-nadia-